Sunday, December 11, 2005

Another blind date....

I am going to apologize ahead of time.....This is nothing but a big ass RANT......

Another blind date. Why do I try? Letting people set you up is NOT a good idea. He was a lawyer, articulate, and handsome. Just my type. A little close minded for me, but I an flexible. We talked for about 2 hours the first time we talked, and seemed to hit it off well. We agreed to meet in a classy bar in the Castleton area. It was a Saturday afternoon. I was running a bit late, so I called and let him know. (It takes a little extra time to pull off being sexy in frigid weather.) He was fine with that. I get there, and the man is very handsome......But he was dressed head to toe in a very tailored, very expensive suit. Didn't even loosen up the tie. On a Saturday afternoon???? Hmmmm. Ok.....that was weird feeling number one. Weird feeling number two? HE HAD A FUCKING RING ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you think we don't look asshole? Now, I will say, I didn't mention it. I was going to try to make the best of things. Just get through this. If the guy was a widow or something (this I doubt, but he did keep talking about living alone...) I didn't want to be a bitch. So, I just was going to get through this and then maybe bring it up if he calls me back. I told him from the beginning what I wanted before we even met.....He kept asking. This is really a turn off to me, I told him I like dominate type guys, ones that think for themselves. Sigh....LISTEN TO WHAT A WOMAN IS SAYING......OUR BREASTS DO NOT TALK. What is it with men in Indiana? Its like there are the immature guys that can't hold a conversation, and the lying assholes. What is wrong with just being yourself? Doesn't matter what that is, just be it. No one seems to have a sense of self anymore...Its all about conforming to that everyone else is doing, which is really fake to me.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

About 7 inches thus far my friends. I will like this for about 2 days, then I will be cussing it.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Not in Indianapolis My Friends.....

Things have been so busy. I returned to my "normal" job yesterday, after being off 4 months for a surgery on my shoulder. It was nice being off, but it wasn't the best of times financially. Someone today told me that people work themselves to death just to be able to maintain a mediocre standard of living. I agree. I look back, and think how much I worked in the last 3 years. Escorting has made things easier, but that has its own "baggage" that goes along with that. I know when I am active working as an escort, it is hard for me to be in any kind of relationship with a man, let alone date. Maybe it is the fact that it is so hard to find someone that is open minded enough that I can actually let my hair down, and lay it all out and not have them judge me for being myself. That my friends, simply doesn't happen in Indianapolis, Indiana.