Doing something continued (still not done....)
So I said I would talk more about this guy that shares this rope thing with me. I scened with him often, and my gut kept telling me to take things a step further. But...thats hard for someone that is NEVER forward. EVER with men. PERIOD. Okay...now that is established, what can I do to get closer to this man that I majorly am crushing on? Well, I go to a rope convention that he is going to. Simple enough, right? Oh God.....it was so not simple.
I got there Friday and rested until that evening. I was walking around the common area, and spotted him with another couple. I walked over to say hello. He wasn't expecting to see me until Sunday.....I told him my plans changed and I decided to come to the whole thing. He was getting ready to suspend the woman from the couple that he was hanging around with for the first time. He asked me if I wanted to get in line.......you don't have to ask me twice......
I sat and watched him work, showing her partner how to tie and knot this woman into beautiful hip and chest harnesses. All of a sudden, she was in flight.....and it was breath-taking. There is something so spiritual about rope. Its hard to put into words, but just sitting there on the carpet watching, it surrounded me.....engoulfed me....and quite literally took my breath away.
They finished their scene, and it was my turn. Little did I know.....this would be the most intense scene I have ever expirenced in my life. He stood behind me, and soft hemp touched my body. The smell sourounded me, and at that point, it was simply Him, me, and this magic rope that seemed to be stitching my very being back together. I don't really remember the process.....only the moment I started to fly. When he tied off the ropes, and situated himself under me, rocking me back and forth gentely, I was in another place.....someplace with no worry, no stress.......just peace and serenity. I have never floated like this before, and I couldn't talk......he knew exactly when I needed to come down....and when he let me down, I kneeled there, on the carpet, in a ball.......he held me, and something came over me.......I still honestly do not know what is was, but the feeling was almost magical.
I got there Friday and rested until that evening. I was walking around the common area, and spotted him with another couple. I walked over to say hello. He wasn't expecting to see me until Sunday.....I told him my plans changed and I decided to come to the whole thing. He was getting ready to suspend the woman from the couple that he was hanging around with for the first time. He asked me if I wanted to get in line.......you don't have to ask me twice......
I sat and watched him work, showing her partner how to tie and knot this woman into beautiful hip and chest harnesses. All of a sudden, she was in flight.....and it was breath-taking. There is something so spiritual about rope. Its hard to put into words, but just sitting there on the carpet watching, it surrounded me.....engoulfed me....and quite literally took my breath away.
They finished their scene, and it was my turn. Little did I know.....this would be the most intense scene I have ever expirenced in my life. He stood behind me, and soft hemp touched my body. The smell sourounded me, and at that point, it was simply Him, me, and this magic rope that seemed to be stitching my very being back together. I don't really remember the process.....only the moment I started to fly. When he tied off the ropes, and situated himself under me, rocking me back and forth gentely, I was in another place.....someplace with no worry, no stress.......just peace and serenity. I have never floated like this before, and I couldn't talk......he knew exactly when I needed to come down....and when he let me down, I kneeled there, on the carpet, in a ball.......he held me, and something came over me.......I still honestly do not know what is was, but the feeling was almost magical.
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