Ashlee
7pm New Years Eve. I am a bit under the weather. Planning on staying home that night with CNN coverage of New Years Eve in New York City. Ashlee, Bills sub gets online. I say hi. She wishes me a happy new year. I do the same to her. I ask her what her plans are....she says to drink herself silly and nothing. This confuses me. Why isn't Bill spending NYE with her?
He is with Holly. Long story with Holly. They have a "past". She got stood up, and is hurt. It is breaking her heart. As a former counselor...I know when girl talk is needed. It is WAY needed here.
I call her. Ash is in tears and spills everything. She is in love, and fells abandoned and used. I agree. Its weird. We have never met....we talk about everything. I cheer her up, we laugh. This is a fucked up situation, and its hard to believe I am in this. Ashlee is a wonderful great person though, and I naturally like to help. We lose ourselves in conversation. We both feel sad.....looking at the clock....its 1150pm....Bill hasn't called either of us. We both feel dumped on. Ash and I ring in the New Year together. Its nice to have a friend that is a girl....we have talked for 5 hours at this point......
He is with Holly. Long story with Holly. They have a "past". She got stood up, and is hurt. It is breaking her heart. As a former counselor...I know when girl talk is needed. It is WAY needed here.
I call her. Ash is in tears and spills everything. She is in love, and fells abandoned and used. I agree. Its weird. We have never met....we talk about everything. I cheer her up, we laugh. This is a fucked up situation, and its hard to believe I am in this. Ashlee is a wonderful great person though, and I naturally like to help. We lose ourselves in conversation. We both feel sad.....looking at the clock....its 1150pm....Bill hasn't called either of us. We both feel dumped on. Ash and I ring in the New Year together. Its nice to have a friend that is a girl....we have talked for 5 hours at this point......
posted by Marcia at 9:50 PM
2 Comments:
It sounds as if red flags are going up for all the right reasons, Marcia.
A good poly relationship ain't the same thing as accumulating a harem that can be doted upon or neglected depending on the sultan's whim.
You are wise to seek open avenues of communication. Apparently Ash is seeking that from you; do we assume it is lacking in her relationship with Bill?
I had no idea you read :) I'll keep blogging, i'm just taking measures to keep unwanted people from reading now. This shouldn't effect everyone else.
thanks for reading!
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